想用汉语写下来我的意思

有的时候，我真觉得家人对我不太有礼貌。这是因为我常常办的事情，我知道有些事儿要好好考lu,家人说，听，做得跟我不一样。我梦想跟我家生活得特别好，这样说，我不想说有几道重要的问题，但是只是我要得一点儿..会喜欢让爸妈注意我的世界。我一直知道我把很多事做错了，可是总是，每天左右，我要生活得更好，他们呢？帮助我长好。
太累了。
There's some time I don't like speaking with my own Italian voice, that's why I'd use too much compassional words to help myself think I did do no wrong things on my side, I mean, You're not the guilty one, stay calm and relax!If there's something wrong, I'll look at other people to find solution to my questions. I hope my day will come, I will be able to listen to myself and smile.
Music however is a good lover.